Pages of My Life – Tathel Miller

I’m from a dusty dirt road sprinkled in black oil in hot summer months
I’m from spider bikes and long summer days of play and mischief
I’m from a baseball with broken seams, an open field playing with the neighborhood kids and my Daddy–I’m from infield bases made of trees and stumps and bushes
I’m from school bus rides–the biggest bus–old snub nose number 34.
I’m from clotheslines and rows of green beans, tasseled corn and cucumbers, yellow squash and mounds of white and red potatoes
I’m from a Grandmother who dipped Tube Rose from a little green tin can and later, a glass jar
I’m from a Grandmother, I never met–but I love her–just the same.
I’m from a little house at the bottom of the hill on a quiet side road in Rock Creek.
I’m from hard working farmers–a grandpa who died way too soon and a granny’s beautiful laugh.
I’m from furniture factory workers–one, a sewer and cutter of cloth–a gifted seamstress and quilter. The other–in maintenance–an electrician–he could design machinery–draw blueprints–fix anything.
I’m from clothes stitched and darned by hand–calico and cotton and denim–hand-me-down clothes–fluffy pink crinoline Easter dresses–lace socks–shiny black and white patent leather shoes–red Converse high tops when they weren’t cool, and black and white saddle oxfords.
I’m from the big and tall hair generations–as Dolly Parton said, “Jack it up to Jesus.”
I’m from a family with more cousins and aunts and uncles that most can count
I’m from a little country church–I’ll Fly Away–When the Roll is Called Up Yonder and The Old Rugged Cross and worn covers of King James.
I’m from cornbread and milk
I’m from a cast iron skillet–fried chicken smothered in flour, salt, pepper, and Crisco
I’m from homemade ice cream and pound cakes, apple pies, meatloaf, mashed potatoes, deviled eggs, blackberry and chicken dumplings, and biscuits that would melt in your mouth.
I’m from a switch tree and sometimes a fly swat, and on the special occasions–a belt.
I’m from words like “worn slap out”, “don’t tell stories”, “I’ll tell you what” and occasionally–words that weren’t in the Bible–not harsh, or the hard core bad words–but still, not in the Holy Book.
I’m from sleeping under open windows and curtains flying high from a cool spring breeze
I’m from lightning bugs in Ball jars sealed with lids poked full of air holes and five-foot black snakes hid in the shadows under gigantic pumpkin leaves
I’m from dirt clod fights and cuts and bruises and blood-stained knees and elbows
I’m from wealth–not silver and gold–nor dollars or cents–
I’m from riches only a heart can hold
I’m from Abraham, Isaac, Jacob
I’m from Rahab, Ruth, Mary
I’m from forgiveness and mercy
I’m from love
Tathel Miller grew up in the foothills of NC where her summers were spent riding bikes, gathering eggs in wire baskets alongside her grandmother, and playing outside til dark. It wasn’t until she was given an opportunity with the local newspaper to work as a sports and features journalist that she learned to listen for stories. The sharing of stories as a journalist is what inspired her to enter the classroom once again as an older adult and finish her college degree. While at Salem College, NC she was blessed to experience a deeper dive in oral histories and creative writing. She holds a bachelor’s degree in Communication. Tathel is the author of two children’s books, X-Marks the Spot and My Great-Aunt Lena and the Communion Basket, Remembering Jesus, and two short-story books, The Saturday Journal, Volume One and The Saturday Journal: Stories of Faith, Family, Farming, and Community and a Christmas devotional, His Coming. She contributes to a weekly blog, The Saturday Journal.
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